Goodtimes & Sunglasses

Everytime I have a good time I happen to wear sunglasses,recently I have wore sunglasses a lot but I haven´t got a goodtime, I miss people but people oviouslt doesn´t miss me so I listen to atlernative music to forget, I am starting to feel really depressed everytime I eat and that´s realy weird I have to admit. I miss going out and having a good time, just do stuff without thinking, beeing unresponsible was the best thing that could ever happen to me, kissing without loving, touching without caring, those were the good days and they are long gone, just one more tequila shot to end the night, and now my nights are just lame, Who do I blame? should I blame my friends for they total absence, should I blame my school for taking all my free time? hell no I should blame myself for becoming this sad pathetic excuse of good girl that has taken me away from almost everyone I know. I feel that noone likes me anymore and it's a shame because the only thing that changed is that I don't party like a rockstar anymore so that means that is nto worth it to miss those people.
Lately I've been reflexing a lot mainly on the fact that I take my dog for a walk everyday 1 hour of taning for me 1 hour of thinking and 1 hour of workout for fifi I was trying to get a picture of her but I don't know why I couldn't find any, anyway is almost time for me to go to the gym, and yesterday I was feeling sooo soo bad so dizzy so I almost didn't do anything. I think my blog was funnier when I just made fun of everyone I don't know if I just grew up or I am back to beeing a closet bitch I don't even know if that word exists.

My Chia pet Nigga is slowly dying I talked to him last night and he didn't said anything

Peace
Eli