In my head

So I ate a hamburger today and it was the weirdest feeling ever, not because of the meat or anything but seeing the people around me eating it completely freaked me out.
The secret is out as well as my craving for sweets, damn I curse my sweettooth
Today is officially the weirdest day I can't stop eating everything in front of me I take, as for now I am dipping some cookies in chocolate fudge as I watch a program of an old lady that has a young lover.
Today I saw that you were no longer there it was nice meeting you but I wonder why you didn't stay longer, since you were inspiration personified in a fucked up non-existant guy. Am I fucked up or what?