Nadie me entiende ni yo mismo me entiendo

I weight myself naked everyday to try to see how much my clothes weight by itself, so far I've discovered converse weight 700 gr pants usually are 500 gr. I count the calories on everything I see and is my obsession to know and write what I eat everyday even if it's to realize I eat way too much,
The other day a complete stranger asked me if I loved him and I said yes he asked how much and I said a lot, I know how fun it is to love a stranger someone who doesn't mean anything it can end anytime and well there's nothing to attach you to that person wich is basically ideal to me.

My dad drove me to school today and he waved as I left it was nice, I really liked it eve if he thought he was embarrasing me.

I was the devil for halloween but I didn' go out becuae I thought I was looking really bad all teh selfconsiousness is finally getting to me.

I sleep early I love sleeping

Someone said I'm actually a little fat, wich is nothing new to me I know it, but hearing someone else sayingit makes it way more real lets me know that I don't have a sickness where I see myself fat, I AM FAT no imagination thing ot whatever