Addobe FLash & I can't stop thinking about something errr someone else

So what are the chanses that you might find what you've been looking for, but you just can't have it? that's basically the story of my life, can't get the person I want, can't get to where I want to go, but the main difference is I now look at the things that I can get, I focus on the possitive side of life even if life shows me all the things why i should be all bubbly as I am.
FOr now it's almos 9 am and I've been awake for 3 hours, I have a long day to come, but I will just look at the possitive, I'll go to my work and I'll be happy that I'm in school & I'll ge to have a career.
It's Monday and it was way to early when i woke up, but I am happy is Moday because that mean I have a new week to have a fresh start.
And the vending machine just took almost 20 pesos for me, and I was angry, but hey at least I have money to get stuff from the vending machine.
I am usually just ranting but that won't make any different and I want to make a difference.
xoxo
Ellie