Yo consigo lo que sea

I just went downstairs to boil some eggs, I hopw that with my soon to be new lifestyle boiling eggs won't be the highlight on my day.
I've been pretty sick on the last few days maybe is just stress related but I've been sleeping so bad, I'm always tired and I always want to trow up, this since last friday i wonder maybe I do have a serious thing, either way i won't say anything because I am weird like that.
I am finally out of school and the semester is almost over I still need 3 more grades to know it's all over, but seriously this semester it was such a big big nightmare, I've been hanging with fake people, probably in a school full of posers and wannabes.
One good thing about this desition I made is that if I face competition in the future I won't hesitate about destroying any of them, bittersweet actually.
I'm also super tired of beeing taking for granted and constantly beeing played with I am thinking on what to do about that, but is very simple no one on this universe is good enough to do something for free or because they care, no one sincerely care about the others, and the ones that do are always fooled.
I was speaking to Ahmed regarding good stuff you know halal stuff however we ended up talking about wrong stuff, I guess I can't help myself of he can't help himself mostly because we know eventually we will be together, although he said something that upset me soo much and it made me feel so insecure about our relationship.
I'm officially on vacations so I will blog a lot