bitching in islam

Is completely not allowed, so all of you who love me for my honesty are about to loose that (: I bet you won't like me now huh?
Emotionally speaking I am surviving, after the best concert ever ( calle 13) I had to come back to reality wich means to school and my classmates who I am not allowed to speak of now saturday was a nightmare, and even worse when I fall sleep and I couldn't go to my friends pary,mainly because I was partying since thrusday and god knows that wasn't good for my body, that makes me wonder how come there's people who party all weekend I want to do it so bad but I also can't do that I wonder what I can do besides praying wich is also something I can't do at the moment
I wonder why I can't find anything exiting for my future rather than the weekend, maybe if my special someone was here things will be different




Picture of my
beautiful girl clica
she lives with her
sexy dady Ahmed