reading in the dark

So as I stay home for the endless pig flu this is only the second day of our 1 week quarantine and people are starting to get really crazy thinking it's a weird evil plan over the goverment to hide stuff from us, then again my heartbeats are completely of my beloved country Mexico, I love my nation and I know this not what is happening, it is sad that they are taking so long to fix it but that doesn't mean that the goverment is making secret plans to end with my beautiful country.
Me beeing a studdborn right sided person only see this as a left orientated goverment that is always trying to call the atention in the most desesperate ways, worse is my country is full of ignorants and artists who are always agains everything and they think that pig flu is fake untill someone they know gets it of course, sad and pathetic.

Moving on right now I am reading my systems of islam books is kind of hard to understand but I amtrying hard basically because I lost a lot of time in the past and because I want to impress my new friend/teacher/time will tell that is giving me the links and classes but something tells me he wont think I did a lot of progress I am keepng my fingers crossed! ( I know I shouldn't say that because it's like saying it gives power to the crosses but I don't know any other sake)

Moving on life is totally boring on quarantine, and I think aybe because of that I am falling inlove again I bet it must be the fact that I don't do anything I met amazing people this week

I will continue to read